ERM ERM...
FELT SORRY TO MYSELF AND ALL OF YOU
COZ REALLY REALLY REALLY LONG TIME
I DIDN'T UPDATE MY BLOG
IT JUST LIKE WHAT..
CAN YOU CALL IMAGING IT?
OMG
I REALLY CAN'T
ALL CAN YOU SEE........AND I ALSO KNOW THAT
LOL
FORGET IT
I NOW WAS UPDATED LAR...
HEHE
LAST 3WEEKS
I WENT TO HOSPITAL TO PRACTICAL
WE ALL CALL POSTING
ERM ERM
1ST 2WEEKS WAS IN MEDICAL B WARD
MY CLINICAL INSTRUCTOR(CI) ARE PN.SHARIFAH
SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL LOR..
I LIKE HER SO MUCH
BUT
BUT
BUT
ALTHOUGH 2WEEKS AT THERE
I CANT GET MANY CROSS FROM HER
WHY
WHY
WHY
I ALSO DUNNO
VERY SAD
ALL MY FRIENDS GER 10+
BUT I HAVE NO NOTHING
SOMETIMES
I GET ANGRY COZ THEY STILL THERE xuan yao
STILL THERE SAID SO LESS CROSS
IF THEY ARE LESS
THEN HOW ABOUT ME
ME IS WHAT
SHIT!!
THIS WEEK ARE COLLEGE WEEK
ALL JANUARY INTAKE STUDENT COME TO COLLEGE
HOWEVER
THAT MEANS MY POSTING HOURS IS LESS 1WEEK
ALL MY FRIENDS GET CSSD THIS WEEK ACTUALLY
BUT ME IS SURGICAL WARD
I LOST MY CHANCE TO GET MORE CROSS FROM CI
BUT THEN
THEY STILL SAID SOMETHING THAT VERY feng ci
I REALLY DUN LIKE THIS
MAYB THEY DUNNO
BUT FOR ME..THAT IS HURT
I STILL ONLY HAVE 3WEEKS IN HOSPITAL AREA
I CANT GET SO MUCH MORE CROSS MY CI
NOW I HAVE ONLY 3CROSSES
I HAVE TO GET 25 MORE
REALLY SCARED
PRAY FOR IT BAH
I TRUST MY MIGHT GOD WILL HELP ME
ALL IS IN HIS HAND
30TH OF APRIL
MEANS THIS COMING FRIDAY
MY FRIENDS YEENY WILL JOIN US HERE
FELT HAPPY
HOPE SHE CAN USED TO THIS COLLEGE LIFE
=)
LETS TALK ABOUT MY CHURCH LIFE
NOW I'M FASTING
I FAST FOR 1MEAL PER DAY
FROM 14TH APRIL UNTIL 23RD MAY
I CAN HANDLE ALL THIS
I CAME MORE USED TO THIS FASTING HABITS
ANYWAY
I HAVE TO MORE PRAY TO GOD
PRAY FOR ANY THINGS
NOW I HAVE A FEELING
ALTHOUGH I WENT TO CHURCH
THIS CHURCH ARE SAME STYLE AS BEFORE
BUT I CANT REALLY GET HAPPY AND ENJOY AS LAST TIME
IT IS STRANGE
FEELING WAS NOT SAME
BUT ONE THING IS I GET MORE CLOSE TO GOD
I HOPE LEADER CAN HELP ME MORE
YET
NOTHING....
EVERYDAY I JUST WEARING A MASK
I WONT LET ANYONE KNOW MY REAL FACE
ALTHOUGH IT IS VERY TENSION AND HARD
BUT I STILL
EVERYTIME
I ASK MYSELF
WHY YOU ARE LIKE THIS
BUT
I CANT GET THE ANSWER
CAN I ASK MY GOD?