life with regret

it has been long time i never come up to update blog
it has been a while that i came into Singapore
it has been a while that i try my best to adapt and cope with life here

everything is fine here
i could earn double and even almost triple money compare to Msia
one thing that i felt sorry about is
i lose my passion in nursing
everything isn't easy and perfect
the not perfect thingy is i couldn't get my favourite department which is ICU
i couldn't continue to practice what i've learned
i have to learn new thing in ward management
at first i thought it was a new challenge for me
but seriously telling
i hate sitting down there to write report
i don't even know what's happening to my patient
i rather there is a code blue or intubation case
make my shift busy like hell
but i feel challenging and exciting
i can feel my adrenaline gush out during emergency
i can feel my happiness and satisfaction during my work in ICU
but now i felt nothing
everyday busy like hell!!
ya overwhelmed with paperwork

i really pray that i could transfer out to ICU soon after my probation

来自星星的你

最近看了这部韩国电视剧
那时还想为什么大家都说好看
而且还中了星星毒
看了
才明白
我想这部韩剧
是继蓝色生死恋和天国的阶梯
第三部让我哭了好多集的一部剧了
不知道几时开始
看戏，不再轻易感动
但《来自星星的你》却能铨着我的心
真的很好看
男女主角都诠释得很好
感人的是他们之间的爱情
不管彼此都什么不同
不管年龄，星球，性格，时代
为了对方改变了自己
当然，剧中也有一些喜剧的部分
让我觉得男女主角相处的时候可以那么的可爱
当然
电视剧毕竟是电视剧
我没傻到相信身边也会出现个外星人
可以那样的毫无保留去爱我
但我还是希望有一天我的那个MR。RIGHT的出现
可以让我毫无保留地去爱他

New phone

May 1st
For my birthday month
I bought myself a new phone
Samsung galaxy note3 neo
After so long
I have decided to change
Haha
I tought i could use the old one still i go sg and till iphone6 launch
But sad to say
Couldnt..
I was so happy i got nee cellphone
But everyday what i worried is
I cannot let my bro knows i bought a nee phone
So everyday i must hide it