My new college lifestyle-just want to shared with all of you

already 1week & 2days i think i stay in my campus that provided by my college
my college is SIME DARBY NURSING COLLEGE
actually
love it also
but sometimes felt like no freedom if i stay in campus
but nevermind
i still felt ok what..^^
for my best friend
you all know my course right?
for your all information
xiaoman is study Diploma in Nursing now
along this few days...
LOL
quite terrible lar...first 1week is orientation week
no study or what...
just played around there
but everyday very tired
but i satisfied with this lifestyle also lar
no facebook
no games
no movie or video
cause no time
everyday came back from school
i go take bath...eating dinner...washing my clothes...dutying...
and finally is sleeping
i have no time to do others things else...
OMG
by the way
i already menyesuaikan diri with this environment
but i just want to buy my own laptop
for assignment...for games...for blogging...for facebook
hehe><
Monday until Wednesday
i have my 2subject to study
that is
Psychology & Socialogy
and
Fundamental of Nursing
haiz...
quite sleepy when tutor was teaching there
i think i have to eat coffee sweets lar
blek><
Friday i have my Anatomy & Physiology
i dunno what is the subject
but most of the syllbus i already learn in form4 & form5 Biology
i think no problem for that...
unless i got study & revision
haha^^
that's all was my experience at here
just want to shared all of that with you all

now is after school
i'm in my college's computer lab
but here cannot open facebook
i just can blogging lar...

Nursing is good for future
can earn more money^^
whole world needs alot of nurse
espeacially chinese
so if you are intersted
just leave i msg on xiaoman's chatbox
ok?
i will give you all more information

today when i go to the Psychology & Socialogy lesson
in the end of the lesson
my tutur show us 2motivation video clips
i had seen a motto
"LIFE IS DRAWING WITHOUT AN ERASER"
i love this motto very much
because it is meaningful
can you all get its meaning?
and do you like it?

7 seven 7

是多一个烦恼还是少了一个包袱?

对不起,杰
我们还是分手了
原因我们都知道
但是又何奈?
我不知道放弃是不是最对最好的
但是我还是坚持自己的想法
很谢谢你很尊重我的决定

但是
始终我的心还是感到内疚
有时还会谴责自己
我想过要放下的
希望日子久了
我能做得到
现在我才明白原来对好人做坏事
是件很难受的事

其实自己早就明白自己并不喜欢被恋爱约束
但是还是很渴望被爱的感觉
到最后把彼此都伤害了
在爱情难道就不能有一种叫灰色地带的么?
有时侯想想自己可以在那种情况之下控制得很好
但是一旦越过那个防火线
一切都在慢慢地改变
是爱情变质了么?
还是我自己根本就很有问题?
我希望自己真的能突破
但是回想自己还是害怕回忆
那段回忆真的令我永生难忘吧?
是他让我害怕恋爱的
但我又何必执着于那在我生命中给我一些不悦回忆的过客呢?
不值得

雪雯还是要学会珍惜身边每个对自己好的人

2010年的第一个文章^^

现在是1.58AM了
先祝大家新年快乐..心想事成
刚刚在RIVER FRONT倒数
是很多人的咯
不过我们还是找到位子了
算是很开心啦
2009年的小蛮很乖
没有去夜店倒数^^
之前都是去那里的..
哈哈
希望在2010年可以事事都顺利咯

给朋友们的话
希望你们在新的一年
身体健康
万事如意
还有希望我们友谊永固啦=b